Always, always. [ haha. ] I guess you could call it exciting, but it can be equally frustrating if I'm honest. I can't disagree though. Giving away trust so readily in a place like this seems stupid. It's a hot commodity, and a rarity. I worry for the people who trust too easily.
I feel like one should be a little more prevalent than the other, but I guess that's where motivation comes in, too.
[ but also, mood. ]
I agree with you. I think a degree of trust is necessary, but it should still something that you pick and choose. It should be a little harder to earn. Even here though...there're still some people who want to believe the best in others and keep everything positive. I don't know how they do it either.
Does that bother you? Not knowing the things you want to know. Or is it one of those things you just give up wanting to understand and move on to something else?
[ it's a question he's asked other people before, but he's curious of kyoko's opinion. ]
It bothers me a bit if I can't understand them and I can't persuade them into seeing sense. Sometimes I don't have the time to spend, and I have to move on.
I keep going back and forth on if that's a good thing or a bad thing to be so busy. Sometimes I think I can understand it because it's good to have things to be doing and occupy yourself, but other times I think about how it means being stuck with your own thoughts a lot. I think that's the part that'd drive me crazy.
[ if you're too busy to really form relationships with people, or figure people out, aren't you mostly just alone? ]
I'm so used to being alone with my thoughts that it doesn't bother me. I've been alone a lot over my life, and it's always been alright. As long as there's something to focus on.
[ ...that would make things a little different, he thinks. ]
...I remember you mentioned about your dad being deceased for a while now. [ way, way back during 2 truths and 1 lie. he can read and remember things. ] But I don't think I realized after that you really just...didn't have anybody else. Did you even want the agency?
[ or did she just inherit it and continues to have it because there was no other option? ]
I guess that's fair. I haven't really thought about what I want to do with my future, so I guess it's just interesting to meet people who...kind of already had their future laid out for them.
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Always? It makes for an exciting life.
In a place like this, with these sorts of circumstances, trust is at a premium.
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It takes a while to earn my trust. [Just in general, not even in this game.] Those who allow themselves to trust everyone are likely to be hurt.
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[ but also, mood. ]
I agree with you. I think a degree of trust is necessary, but it should still something that you pick and choose. It should be a little harder to earn. Even here though...there're still some people who want to believe the best in others and keep everything positive. I don't know how they do it either.
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I can't understand it. However, it's impossible for one person to understand everyone else. No matter how much they try.
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Why does that just sound like you've actually tried before?
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[ it's a question he's asked other people before, but he's curious of kyoko's opinion. ]
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Do you ever bother looping back around if you move on?
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[ if you're too busy to really form relationships with people, or figure people out, aren't you mostly just alone? ]
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It's not the kind of life for everybody.
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What about like...your family or anything? Are they not in the picture anymore?
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There's a reason she's like this, but it's not a reason she easily tends to share. Kyoko isn't a lonely person, but she is often just... Alone. ]
My father died and left his agency to me. I don't have any siblings and my mother isn't in the picture.
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...I remember you mentioned about your dad being deceased for a while now. [ way, way back during 2 truths and 1 lie. he can read and remember things. ] But I don't think I realized after that you really just...didn't have anybody else. Did you even want the agency?
[ or did she just inherit it and continues to have it because there was no other option? ]
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I did, I was helping him with it since I was younger anyway. It did feel like it would be natural for me to take it.
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[Be a professor maybe? She does like knowing things.]
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I guess that's fair. I haven't really thought about what I want to do with my future, so I guess it's just interesting to meet people who...kind of already had their future laid out for them.
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