[ oh he looks even more lost suddenly, but he kind of makes a quizzical face as he digs in his mind palace to see if he can pull out what the hell she's talking about. ]
I'm not really sure what a lute is either...sorry. But I heard a little of what you were playing. I think they're probably close to, like, guitars and stuff where I'm from.
[ it's fine, he looks both a little sheepish and a little affronted at the same time. sorry about his lack of art education. ]
I didn't know a lot of people who played music where I'm from. [ first and foremost. ] But that makes sense, sure. Kazuki told me a little about why his is important, too.
...so I can see why it was kind of a crappy thing to ask. [ so..rry. ] If it wasn't the pipa then what...? [ there's a pause though. ] I mean I didn't come over here to interrogate you. There's a lot of unanswered questions but you've probably heard a lot of them from other people already haven't you?
It's fine to ask. It was the pipa, but I didn't actually mean to hit him with it... I was more trying to get him away so he couldn't hit me, but uh. That went poorly because all of the movement happening and it actually connected.
[ she stares into the distance ]
I did hit the blimp with my power! It as with a really cool arrow thing, so um... that's why there was nothing on me. I wasn't that close to where it fell. Actually that was an accident too, I was aiming for him and missed...
Yeah, they didn't really give us a lot of time to practice with our psychs or anything so...misfires would make sense. And your pipa's not exactly small. [ jonas, suddenly frowning and also staring into the distance. ]
...when you put it all like that, it sounds a lot more like he was going after you instead. [ help. ]
Don't worry, it was definitely me. He did get aggressive, but it was in his right to do so, since it was obviously suspicious that the two of us were the only ones awake.
[ what else would she be up to on the thursday they knew you could kill on? ]
It's weird that it was you two. Like they were setting it up to be this way...[ unless she had a reason to go after hikari specifically but he's not sure it matters. ] But good to know for if this happens again.
[ there's a pause. ]
...can I ask why you decided to go through with it?
Honestly? Because if I didn't do it then, I would definitely just do it later. When I thought about it like that, I just felt like I had to go through with it.
I probably would have gotten caught even if I did wait. Like I said, I'm pretty dumb.
Guess that makes some sense. One of those things where you knew it was inevitable, so why wait? May as well get it over with. [ still. ] Probably says more about the game than you though.
[ like. she did jump to murder immediately and he still thinks that's a little fucked up, but it's a little more understandable. ]
[ listen. sometimes you are not human anymore and it makes you do some fucked up things. ]
... I think everyone is fine to be mad at me, if they are. But I did put a lot of thought into it, and some things are just more important than just yourself to get back to. I'm sure there are others who feel the same way as me, but they just wanted to wait for someone else to do it first to see. [ ... ] And I don't think that's a bad way to do it.
No matter what, we're stuck in this situation. And obviously I want my own team or Lambda to win, but you're a really nice boy so... good luck.
...debatable. But thanks. [ he thinks about elaborating on that, but...maybe it doesn't matter. also you're a mod and i want to free you forever. ] I do get it. And I get the reasons. We'll have to see where things go now.
So...thanks for at least explaining a little. [ and with that he's just going to turn and walk off. ]
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[ assumes he knows what a lute is. ]
The music they make is really beautiful, so you should definitely listen to some.
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I'm not really sure what a lute is either...sorry. But I heard a little of what you were playing. I think they're probably close to, like, guitars and stuff where I'm from.
[ ...this is also not his business, but. ]
Why's it so important to you anyway?
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[ she sounds slightly scandalized. but she has realized not everyone is obsessed with music like she is. ]
Well, Kazuki was right... an instrument is a musician's lifeblood! And it's one of the things that brought me great peace and joy in life.
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I didn't know a lot of people who played music where I'm from. [ first and foremost. ] But that makes sense, sure. Kazuki told me a little about why his is important, too.
...so I can see why it was kind of a crappy thing to ask. [ so..rry. ] If it wasn't the pipa then what...? [ there's a pause though. ] I mean I didn't come over here to interrogate you. There's a lot of unanswered questions but you've probably heard a lot of them from other people already haven't you?
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[ she stares into the distance ]
I did hit the blimp with my power! It as with a really cool arrow thing, so um... that's why there was nothing on me. I wasn't that close to where it fell. Actually that was an accident too, I was aiming for him and missed...
[ she stares even harder into the distance ]
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...when you put it all like that, it sounds a lot more like he was going after you instead. [ help. ]
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[ what else would she be up to on the thursday they knew you could kill on? ]
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But no, and neither did he, apparently. The doors unlocked right after you all fell asleep.
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[ there's a pause. ]
...can I ask why you decided to go through with it?
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I probably would have gotten caught even if I did wait. Like I said, I'm pretty dumb.
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Guess that makes some sense. One of those things where you knew it was inevitable, so why wait? May as well get it over with. [ still. ] Probably says more about the game than you though.
[ like. she did jump to murder immediately and he still thinks that's a little fucked up, but it's a little more understandable. ]
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... I think everyone is fine to be mad at me, if they are. But I did put a lot of thought into it, and some things are just more important than just yourself to get back to. I'm sure there are others who feel the same way as me, but they just wanted to wait for someone else to do it first to see. [ ... ] And I don't think that's a bad way to do it.
No matter what, we're stuck in this situation. And obviously I want my own team or Lambda to win, but you're a really nice boy so... good luck.
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...debatable. But thanks. [ he thinks about elaborating on that, but...maybe it doesn't matter. also you're a mod and i want to free you forever. ] I do get it. And I get the reasons. We'll have to see where things go now.
So...thanks for at least explaining a little. [ and with that he's just going to turn and walk off. ]