It's weird that it was you two. Like they were setting it up to be this way...[ unless she had a reason to go after hikari specifically but he's not sure it matters. ] But good to know for if this happens again.
[ there's a pause. ]
...can I ask why you decided to go through with it?
Honestly? Because if I didn't do it then, I would definitely just do it later. When I thought about it like that, I just felt like I had to go through with it.
I probably would have gotten caught even if I did wait. Like I said, I'm pretty dumb.
Guess that makes some sense. One of those things where you knew it was inevitable, so why wait? May as well get it over with. [ still. ] Probably says more about the game than you though.
[ like. she did jump to murder immediately and he still thinks that's a little fucked up, but it's a little more understandable. ]
[ listen. sometimes you are not human anymore and it makes you do some fucked up things. ]
... I think everyone is fine to be mad at me, if they are. But I did put a lot of thought into it, and some things are just more important than just yourself to get back to. I'm sure there are others who feel the same way as me, but they just wanted to wait for someone else to do it first to see. [ ... ] And I don't think that's a bad way to do it.
No matter what, we're stuck in this situation. And obviously I want my own team or Lambda to win, but you're a really nice boy so... good luck.
...debatable. But thanks. [ he thinks about elaborating on that, but...maybe it doesn't matter. also you're a mod and i want to free you forever. ] I do get it. And I get the reasons. We'll have to see where things go now.
So...thanks for at least explaining a little. [ and with that he's just going to turn and walk off. ]
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[ there's a pause. ]
...can I ask why you decided to go through with it?
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I probably would have gotten caught even if I did wait. Like I said, I'm pretty dumb.
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Guess that makes some sense. One of those things where you knew it was inevitable, so why wait? May as well get it over with. [ still. ] Probably says more about the game than you though.
[ like. she did jump to murder immediately and he still thinks that's a little fucked up, but it's a little more understandable. ]
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... I think everyone is fine to be mad at me, if they are. But I did put a lot of thought into it, and some things are just more important than just yourself to get back to. I'm sure there are others who feel the same way as me, but they just wanted to wait for someone else to do it first to see. [ ... ] And I don't think that's a bad way to do it.
No matter what, we're stuck in this situation. And obviously I want my own team or Lambda to win, but you're a really nice boy so... good luck.
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...debatable. But thanks. [ he thinks about elaborating on that, but...maybe it doesn't matter. also you're a mod and i want to free you forever. ] I do get it. And I get the reasons. We'll have to see where things go now.
So...thanks for at least explaining a little. [ and with that he's just going to turn and walk off. ]