I left Milk & Cookies because I didn't want to disturb everyone there. I waited out on the streets. I... didn't think it would be him. [I wish it wasn't him I wish it was anyone else I wish-]
Hey, hey. [ okay thoughtshare is fucking awful because it's so, so sad to actually have to hear this. so he turns to face her better, just...taking a breath. ]
I know. I get it. I understand. [ you already told me you really like him. it's just an insult to injury that it was him. ] Did...you didn't start fighting right away, right? You guys must have talked.
Don't most people? I can't think of many people who want to die. Just people who would have accepted it for the better. Not that it is better. [ ... ] If you didn't know it was him, does that mean he was planning to erase you first...?
That wasn't Healing Aura. This is a secret. It hardly matters now, with all of us gone, or about to be. Our team psych allowed us to transform into people we'd seen before. I took a form I'm familiar with at home.
[ what the absolute fuck actually. yeah, he is just...sort of staring a little. ]
...you know that makes a lot more sense for how you managed to not get blasted with Punisher. [ jesus. ] And that's how you were able to move him and Punisher, I assume. Something big and strong enough to fight back.
[ he assumes omegamon is some kind of monster, and does not press on that. ]
Eventually have to wear down sometime. I never did really ask how that thing worked. I guessed it was a weapon some time ago, and I saw it in a memory of his but...always figured that was his business. I figured a lot of things were just his business. [ ... ] You think it's at all possible he just chose not to shoot you in the end because it was you?
[ he doesn't, entirely, but he's curious what her thoughts are. ]
I don't know if I agree, exactly. [ thoughtfully. ] I mean not about the Wolfwood thing specifically, I mean as an argument for being close to someone like that. Even if you come from different worlds and have things to finish...I don't know. I feel like there's a lot to be said about having that kind of closeness in a time of crisis. I mean again, not that it matters, but....[ what DO you mean jonas. ]
...even when we figure out what to do and you get to go back home, I don't know if having work to do is a good excuse not to try again later with someone else.
I will maybe take that as a compliment, if only because I like Shu. [ hah. ] Circumstances change. People change. There's...things I would have never considered before that I might now. And things I've considered that I won't now.
Change is kind of inevitable. But it still kind of sucks sometimes.
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I left Milk & Cookies because I didn't want to disturb everyone there. I waited out on the streets. I... didn't think it would be him. [I wish it wasn't him I wish it was anyone else I wish-]
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I know. I get it. I understand. [ you already told me you really like him. it's just an insult to injury that it was him. ] Did...you didn't start fighting right away, right? You guys must have talked.
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We did try. It's just... we both had a lot to live for. [Of course we didn't want to die.] It was hard to back down.
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So it was a fight to the death.
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...you know that makes a lot more sense for how you managed to not get blasted with Punisher. [ jesus. ] And that's how you were able to move him and Punisher, I assume. Something big and strong enough to fight back.
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Omegamon, sorry about borrowing your form.]
That's correct. He didn't shoot at me... I think he was out of ammunition. That particular body is very sturdy.
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Eventually have to wear down sometime. I never did really ask how that thing worked. I guessed it was a weapon some time ago, and I saw it in a memory of his but...always figured that was his business. I figured a lot of things were just his business. [ ... ] You think it's at all possible he just chose not to shoot you in the end because it was you?
[ he doesn't, entirely, but he's curious what her thoughts are. ]
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[And that's... it hurts a little to think of that, but they're both such deeply stubborn people if it means protecting what's important to them.]
Besides, when it was checked at trial it didn't have any ammunition inside of it.
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[It was kind, all things considered.]
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...sorry. That wasn't really my business but...that does suck, even if he did it nicely.
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...even when we figure out what to do and you get to go back home, I don't know if having work to do is a good excuse not to try again later with someone else.
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You sound like Shu, a little bit. [ For the time he was sitting with her during trial. ] Circumstances change. Maybe then I'll consider it.
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Change is kind of inevitable. But it still kind of sucks sometimes.
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Change comes and people change. Sometimes for the better and sometimes not. It's still interesting to watch.
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What do you qualify as interesting in this case?
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For example... people who don't trust themselves into people who fully trust in their own decisions and capabilities.
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Those kind of people feel rare. I can see why you'd find them interesting.
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It's nice to watch.
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