that's not great... but it's okay you guys are back so hopefully that wears off the longer you're around the rest of us what even happened out there...?
??????? ok literally no one else has mentioned wolfwood except you so that's new did you fall or were you like...pushed? how are you not sure if you died...?
as somebody who has fallen from high places not entirely infrequently it should have not that i want you to get hurt i just mean in general so what happened...you just got up again after you died?
This is where someone would say that's an understatement. We did beta testing until it glitched. I woke up in my apartment. I fought Wolfwood for his gun and shot myself so he wouldn't die for me. I don't think it was really him.
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w4 thursday
but how are you doing now...?
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I don't like it.
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what do you mean you don't feel real?
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I feel scripted.
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[ because to him, kyoko is very much a person who doesn't always let things unnerve her so visibly. it's what he admires about her. ]
scripted...like you're just following the cue cards and not really talking to me?
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Kind of
... Like nothing I do will matter. Everything will happen anyway.
Does that make sense?
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no matter what you try to change, the outcome will be the same
something like that?
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As if there's no reason to try.
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but it's okay
you guys are back so hopefully that wears off the longer you're around the rest of us
what even happened out there...?
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Wolfwood was there.
I fell off a building.
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what do you mean wolfwood was there
how did you fall...were you okay?
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From the office building.
No, I think I died?
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ok literally no one else has mentioned wolfwood except you so that's new
did you fall or were you like...pushed?
how are you not sure if you died...?
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I fell. I wasn't pushed into it.
It felt like a nightmare. Like it wasn't real.
It didn't hurt.
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it should have
not that i want you to get hurt i just mean in general
so what happened...you just got up again after you died?
[ sometimes that happens. ]
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I woke up in the server room bleeding from my mouth, ears and nose.
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...what about after that?
cw: suicide
We did beta testing until it glitched.
I woke up in my apartment. I fought Wolfwood for his gun and shot myself so he wouldn't die for me.
I don't think it was really him.
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i would say that's a safe bet
what do you mean so he wouldn't die for you?
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He wanted to die so I could keep living.
I wouldn't let him.
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did you wake up again like the first time?
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Yes.
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nobody's saying you have to let anybody sacrifice themselves
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That place made it the only option. Him or me.
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this place, which is real, won't make you make that choice
i promise
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