Unless it's permanently for the worst. [ a blip of unease...but it's kyoko, and he figures she might not even really have many thoughts about this. so he continues. ]
It's just that I've been trying kind of harder than usual to figure out and maintain relationships lately. I don't want to rock the boat and undo everything or change someone's opinion because of something I'm doing that they may not feel the same about. Which goes back to the affection thing and...you get it.
[ local teenager is trying to figure out people and wants people to like him as much as he might like them. ]
It seems like you're thinking about this relationship often. It can be difficult to be objective when what you're thinking about is, well, you. It sounds like your running yourself in a circle.
I'm not sure yet. [ ... ] It's not even just one relationship, I'm kind of thinking about all of them so...maybe I am running myself in a circle. It's just that in a game like this I can't take too many risks or guesses.
[ because it could either wind up with him dead, or it could mean someone he actually likes is dead. both options kind of suck. ]
Still figuring that out, too. How much a person gets to know, how much I'm willing to give a person...how much I expect. All of that kind of stuff. It's what makes a team game interesting. People are going to try and figure each other out but there's always the chance their motivations are just to get ahead and don't actually mean anything.
[ this is literally just about biting, but it's all related to him. ]
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It's just that I've been trying kind of harder than usual to figure out and maintain relationships lately. I don't want to rock the boat and undo everything or change someone's opinion because of something I'm doing that they may not feel the same about. Which goes back to the affection thing and...you get it.
[ local teenager is trying to figure out people and wants people to like him as much as he might like them. ]
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Do you think it's entirely unrecoverable?
It seems like you're thinking about this relationship often. It can be difficult to be objective when what you're thinking about is, well, you. It sounds like your running yourself in a circle.
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[ because it could either wind up with him dead, or it could mean someone he actually likes is dead. both options kind of suck. ]
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[ Some people are going to die, every week. It seems to be the way of this place. ]
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[ this is literally just about biting, but it's all related to him. ]