[ oof. that was all pretty miserable, and when it's over he looks down at his wrists like he's worried he might have really gotten cuffed again. ]
...S-sorry. Um, I can pretend I didn't see that, if you want?
[ like, damn, that was more personal than a lot of these have been. ]
But... I don't blame you for feeling the way you did back then. That was really rough.
[ there wasn't much in common there at all when it came to their actual experiences, but as far as feelings go, some of them felt kind of relatable. if there's a god, he thinks he fucking sucks too. ]
...it's fine. It's in the past, and it's not like many people know about it in the first place. [ so yeah it's personal but also he can't really change that simon saw it, so here we are. he is, uncomfortably, slipping his hands into his pockets. ]
I'd like to say I think a little differently now, but I still find myself questioning why a lot. What is and isn't inevitable, that kind of thing. Then again that was like less than a year ago.
[ so you know. not that much time to really change his mind entirely. ]
My mom was a Methodist. When she died, I questioned a lot about what she believed and what she tried to teach me to believe. Some of it has rubbed off, but the rest...not quite so much. [ sometimes things just happen and they fucking suck. it's a life lesson to deal with. ] Anyway, uh...sorry about that.
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...S-sorry. Um, I can pretend I didn't see that, if you want?
[ like, damn, that was more personal than a lot of these have been. ]
But... I don't blame you for feeling the way you did back then. That was really rough.
[ there wasn't much in common there at all when it came to their actual experiences, but as far as feelings go, some of them felt kind of relatable. if there's a god, he thinks he fucking sucks too. ]
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I'd like to say I think a little differently now, but I still find myself questioning why a lot. What is and isn't inevitable, that kind of thing. Then again that was like less than a year ago.
[ so you know. not that much time to really change his mind entirely. ]
My mom was a Methodist. When she died, I questioned a lot about what she believed and what she tried to teach me to believe. Some of it has rubbed off, but the rest...not quite so much. [ sometimes things just happen and they fucking suck. it's a life lesson to deal with. ] Anyway, uh...sorry about that.