Well, in some places they do call Sundays a day of rest. Maybe that's all we're allowed. [ is it restful to have to spend the rest of the day thinking about dead lions and sad men? who knows. he considers the question carefully, if only because it took until friday, and someone else pointing it out, for jonas to realize anything was really going on. ]
That part...I'm not sure. I still don't really get how or why this is happening. Like there's the stuff that was affecting all of us, but I don't get some of the other stuff. It feels like nobody else has really figured it out either.
[ fortunately (?) since simon gets pretty bad anxiety about being touched under normal circumstances the fact that he kept going out of his way to hold matsui's hands was obviously Off... though it took longer to realize that this was probably actually happening to everyone and it wasn't just other people pairing off into questionable best friendships.
he nods. ]
Me neither... we never really even figured out for sure what was making so many people sick, did we? O-or why it didn't get us too...
No, we didn't. I don't think it was something unrelated, but I do wonder how much we missed that we couldn't connect it at all. But at least everyone seems back to normal now. If it ever happens again...least we can be prepared this time.
The good thing is that it sounds like our healers have to be focused on one thing at a time to heal before they can. The bad thing is...if someone heals somebody else on a Friday and doesn't tell anybody we're going to have a harder time checking for anything. I don't even know how we can start policing this stuff.
Ummmm... He just got like, really mad about something I said yesterday, and then he still seemed really, uh. On edge today? Which, I mean, I know we all kind of are, but... I dunno. I feel like maybe I made it worse.
It's...not personal. He's going through some stuff right now, it's fine. I mean I don't know what you said yesterday but I can guess it's probably not really your fault. Sorry about that...
N-no, it's okay, I was just a little worried. He's always seemed like a pretty nice guy, and I know that like, anger and fear and everything can make people make really bad decisions sometimes...
Yeah, he's a nice guy. [ he can vouch for him at least. ] Give him a little space and he'll work stuff out and be back to how he is. We're all a little stressed out, I think.
[ ha...ha. he kind of looks awkward with that, shrugging and letting his hands slip into his pockets. ]
Yeah. Well...that should be like every team, shouldn't it? Looking out for each other. [ and he decides it's a nice time to turn this around. ] Justice has to be the same, right?
[ well, it should be, but. he's not sure what to think about whatever just went down with bdsm, and he doesn't know a whole lot about some of the other teams.
but as far as his own goes, he can give a firm nod. ]
Yeah, they're all really nice and supportive and everything. [ ... ] Though I kinda worry about Mr. Livio sometimes too... h-he's seemed a little, um, out of it all weekend... I hope he knows he can depend on all of us too.
[ there's a bit where he pauses to think over what he knows about livio. ]
I think he knows, but there are some things he's probably trying to work through himself. I don't think any of us expected the person to be erased after Hikari would be so young.
[ he says, literally as someone in the same age bracket. ]
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The good thing is we won't have to expect much else until maybe tomorrow morning. So...that's a plus?
[ hello, how are you, did you suffer through that erasure, too. ]
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[ waves back. ]
Yeah, I... guess that's true. Kinda sad that we have such a short time window for that, though.
Do you think they'll make everyone... uh... act weird again this week?
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That part...I'm not sure. I still don't really get how or why this is happening. Like there's the stuff that was affecting all of us, but I don't get some of the other stuff. It feels like nobody else has really figured it out either.
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he nods. ]
Me neither... we never really even figured out for sure what was making so many people sick, did we? O-or why it didn't get us too...
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[ even if that didn't end up mattering, it was such a fuck moment... ]
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[ sighs...
...and after a pause, he decides he should probably ask: ]
...Um, do you know if Kazuki's like, okay, by the way?
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Are any of us okay, Simon? [ dry. but he knows that's not what he means. ] It's...stuff'll work out. Why? Did something happen?
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It's...not personal. He's going through some stuff right now, it's fine. I mean I don't know what you said yesterday but I can guess it's probably not really your fault. Sorry about that...
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Yeah. Well...that should be like every team, shouldn't it? Looking out for each other. [ and he decides it's a nice time to turn this around. ] Justice has to be the same, right?
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but as far as his own goes, he can give a firm nod. ]
Yeah, they're all really nice and supportive and everything. [ ... ] Though I kinda worry about Mr. Livio sometimes too... h-he's seemed a little, um, out of it all weekend... I hope he knows he can depend on all of us too.
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I think he knows, but there are some things he's probably trying to work through himself. I don't think any of us expected the person to be erased after Hikari would be so young.
[ he says, literally as someone in the same age bracket. ]