[ baby!! he allows her to sit. he hasn't quite fully reverted yet, still an early 20s compared to his 17. old wounds have reopened, but they've since been taken care of. he's also still in his seeds coat so it's debatable if he's stayed at his warehouse for long. ]
Yup. Is it working out for you any better than it has been for me?
I feel like...it can't have been that fake because we still have all of those memories. If it were, wouldn't those have worn off by now? Sure, the aging thing reverted and our wounds opened back up but I still remember everything about that life very clearly. The life here is still a little foggy in places.
I think it was real. I think Nahri feels the same, too. Just because it wasn't real on this plane doesn't mean it wasn't real somewhere else. Maybe that's the whole point of these missions. Reminding us about that.
I know all of the missions are different, so it's hard to say. If what we experienced was something from Vash's memories, that could be what happened. And why it was so long.
Some of it was stuff I wish none of us had to experience. Even if it means Vash did already. It's...weird? It felt really weirdly invasive to do this without even getting a warning before it happened. Maybe that's the other part of why it feels so weird.
No kidding. I think this is probably how that first mission group felt after coming back from Liyue and knowing it was Shenhe's history. Same with Kyoko's. I wish I understood why this was even happening to certain people.
Goes right back to the Game Master being kind of an asshole, sure. I can accept it if there was even a reason why, but so far? I've got nothing outside of that.
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Yup. Is it working out for you any better than it has been for me?
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I feel like...it can't have been that fake because we still have all of those memories. If it were, wouldn't those have worn off by now? Sure, the aging thing reverted and our wounds opened back up but I still remember everything about that life very clearly. The life here is still a little foggy in places.
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Besides, it doesn't feel right to say none of it was really happening. So, maybe in some weird way, it was just as real as anywhere else.
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[ that things could be different, he means. ]
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But this... is such a weird case.
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But some of it was.
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Phew! A lot of personal stuff exposed right there, huh.
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Maybe it's funny to expose all our deepest thoughts and secrets in the most invasive ways possible.
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...we're doing the outer park tonight. So prepare however you want and we'll meet you there. Okay?
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