[ me opening this: this is five pages me reading this: lmao never mind i see why you gave this to me
ANYWAY. THIS IS A LOT. jonas was truly just about to ask sqq what was wrong and then there's a fucking pig. and then this? and this is a lot? so they're locked in a barrier and he's sort of just gaping for a moment like he's trying to figure out what, exactly, he's supposed to be saying. ]
...you know, I feel like it would be extremely confusing to know how the story's supposed to go and have to alter the script when all you want to do is actually root for the lead.
[ I SPACED IT OUT NICELY AND IT TRIPLED IN LENGTH. help.
meanwhile sqq is dissociating because sure! put his worst memory on full blast like this! it's not like doesn't want to remember that time he listed to that stupid fucking system and wanted to just jump into the endless abyss for years after!! ]
He should have never been forced to go. [ the exhaustion in his voice, help ] The system demanded such but... I should have found another way. A better way. Anything but....
[ pushing his beloved lotus bun into the oven to crisp ]
[ ...well. yeah, that's fair. there's always that sense of regret of what you should have done and what you wish you could have done better. jonas understands that almost too painfully well half the time.
and he knows he probably should spare sqq the questions, but...it's already out there, too. ]
...what exactly is the system? If it's sentient enough to make demands.
As far as me and that stupid author could figure out it's somehow tied to his desire of the novel he wanted to write and the novel he had no choice but to write.
However it has a will of it's own and that shitty bastard doesn't even have admin privileges so who the hell knows who's really in charge.
[ the system is in charge of the system apparently!! ]
Okay you know that what you said doesn't really make a ton of sense, right. Like it does, in theory, because I'm getting this is more magic bullshit because it always is, but so...what? The system was created and manifested on its own when the author of your novel you're a part of had conflicting interests, but he still can't actually do anything about it and there's some rando changing things even further?
Everything it does is to further Binghe's story in a better direction. .....Theoretically. So honestly, if Binghe himself knew about it, who knows how that would change things? [ outside the chill that goes up his spine about him having the privilege to stick his hand and shake things up, haha! ]
Would that break the story for Bingehe to know he's a story that could be rewritten? I don't know how the whole, uh, fourthwall thing works when it comes to your situation.
The fact that you have points that can be deducted at all is kind of insane. [ equally dry. ] ...it just seems extremely unfair that the entire system is working against you, but I guess, like, villain. It's probably supposed to be hard.
Easy mode is never easy mode, man. It's a lie to give you a false sense of security. [ it's meant to be a joke, but instead, sqq gets blasted with a memory until 1:16:21, cw suicide. ]
Ghosts. Those were ghosts, and they spent that whole night possessing all of us until we figured out how to seal them away. Definitely the least fun experience I've had.
Even if there are other anomalies causing the problems in the first place? It becomes a question of what anomalies should be kept and which ones should be eliminated when they're intertwined like that.
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me reading this: lmao never mind i see why you gave this to me
ANYWAY. THIS IS A LOT. jonas was truly just about to ask sqq what was wrong and then there's a fucking pig. and then this? and this is a lot? so they're locked in a barrier and he's sort of just gaping for a moment like he's trying to figure out what, exactly, he's supposed to be saying. ]
...you know, I feel like it would be extremely confusing to know how the story's supposed to go and have to alter the script when all you want to do is actually root for the lead.
[ HELLO. ]
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meanwhile sqq is dissociating because sure! put his worst memory on full blast like this! it's not like doesn't want to remember that time he listed to that stupid fucking system and wanted to just jump into the endless abyss for years after!! ]
He should have never been forced to go. [ the exhaustion in his voice, help ] The system demanded such but... I should have found another way. A better way. Anything but....
[ pushing his beloved lotus bun into the oven to crisp ]
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and he knows he probably should spare sqq the questions, but...it's already out there, too. ]
...what exactly is the system? If it's sentient enough to make demands.
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As far as me and that stupid author could figure out it's somehow tied to his desire of the novel he wanted to write and the novel he had no choice but to write.
However it has a will of it's own and that shitty bastard doesn't even have admin privileges so who the hell knows who's really in charge.
[ the system is in charge of the system apparently!! ]
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Everything it does is to further Binghe's story in a better direction. .....Theoretically. So honestly, if Binghe himself knew about it, who knows how that would change things? [ outside the chill that goes up his spine about him having the privilege to stick his hand and shake things up, haha! ]
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Would that break the story for Bingehe to know he's a story that could be rewritten? I don't know how the whole, uh, fourthwall thing works when it comes to your situation.
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Easy mode dumbed down the enemy iq to about a bright chimpanzee-
[ sqq drifts off when the mem hits to just pika because UUuuuuUuuh WHAT THE FUCK ]
Ah.
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...um. Well, uh. Now you know why I asked if you were who you were pretending to be...
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[ he's just gonna uuuuh ]
So I'm assuming your ... friend? got possessed by something?
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[ why does he sound like he's gotten multiple mems about this type of situation ]
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Like I said, we sealed them back in the void. They...should stay in there...?
[ why does he sound unsure actually. ]
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[ jonas's share has been abandoned rip ]
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...do you think they'd really work? [ listen. no. he's fine with his share being taken for alex. ]
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They're embued with qi to activate and since this type of spiritual power comes from the world around us, it just might?
[ he sounds unsure though. it might just explode in his face attempting it in a different dimension with a different elemental balance ]
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[ not that he still fully understands how qi works, but it's a start. ]
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Perhaps the answer all along was just reaching through space/time.
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If it were that easy there's a lot of problems I'd fix. But it's not like I have that much experience with stuff like that.
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