[ she smiles just a little ] You know, you can just say it. You don't have to tiptoe around saying "how important she is to you."
[ then, sobering again with a sip of her coffee ]
Well, I'm definitely not gonna murder my way out of my problems. And the only other thing I learned here was "apologize more," which...I don't know, I might have messed up bad enough that that won't be enough.
I don't think anybody needs to hear how much I actually love her, but sure. Duly noted.
[ but the topic at hand. ]
No, definitely don't murder your way out of your problems. But you know. Survival skills from all of our missions and shit. [ ... ] What makes you think you messed up bad enough that an apology won't be enough though?
He's...half-ghost. It's a thing. And he looks different when he's a ghost. I didn't know it until...well, here, basically.
And I don't know what was up with him and that dog when they ruined my life, but...knowing him as a person, I know he wouldn't have done that to me on purpose.
Ghost transformation. Okay, yeah, I can see how that might get confusing. [ ...but he hums in thought. ] I can see how apologizing might not feel like enough. Do you...I mean, it sounds like a person you maybe recognize if you want to actually apologize. Have you guys spoken much as, uh, people?
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[ then, sobering again with a sip of her coffee ]
Well, I'm definitely not gonna murder my way out of my problems. And the only other thing I learned here was "apologize more," which...I don't know, I might have messed up bad enough that that won't be enough.
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I don't think anybody needs to hear how much I actually love her, but sure. Duly noted.
[ but the topic at hand. ]
No, definitely don't murder your way out of your problems. But you know. Survival skills from all of our missions and shit. [ ... ] What makes you think you messed up bad enough that an apology won't be enough though?
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I already had plenty of survival skills from home. But...well, I spent two whole years basically trying to kill him.
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Okay. New question. How easy would it be to explain to this guy why you've been trying to kill him for two years?
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Okay. Well, I'm not him, but pretend I am for a moment. What would you say the reason was if you had to explain it to him?
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[ wow! saying it like that really makes her feel even worse about it!! ]
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So he looks like a ghost. But he's also a person? Who was involved and looked like he ruined your life but didn't. Did I get that right?
[ since he knows enough about val's lore to sort of cobble together a guess. ]
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And I don't know what was up with him and that dog when they ruined my life, but...knowing him as a person, I know he wouldn't have done that to me on purpose.
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Ghost transformation. Okay, yeah, I can see how that might get confusing. [ ...but he hums in thought. ] I can see how apologizing might not feel like enough. Do you...I mean, it sounds like a person you maybe recognize if you want to actually apologize. Have you guys spoken much as, uh, people?