[ lmaooooo it was a time. surprisingly, no? jonas doesn't seem to have any real aftereffects? nothing but existential dread and guilt and truly just trying to get by. ]
I think that's likely. People...are aware we shouldn't wipe a whole team, but if we keep having weeks with multiple victims it's almost inevitable. And yeah, I'm going to be selfish and say I care about one victim more than the others. I don't expect you or Amelia to feel differently about Simon. Or Monika and Mizuki to feel differently about Valerie.
[ it's shitty for everyone my dude. but...he has 150 years of life experiences shoved into his 17 year old body and brain that he's grappling with and this one hurt a lot more than he could have prepared for. ]
[ he's still going to worry! he feels a bit responsible, and also, jonas.... it's not that livio thinks he's weak, or anything, but no man's land is such a hellhole he can't help but worry about its effects on a semi-normal teenager. nevermind the cyoa effect itself ]
I get it. I'm... at least Simon was an adult. Setsu and Valerie.... [ they're kids. in his eyes, anyway. so yeah, in a way, he is more upset about them than simon. but he understands biases ]
[ that's fair, and i will get back to the yesterday pc im going through my inbox. but it's...fine. he's fine. ]
...some people might've seen Setsu as enough of an adult at eighteen. Especially since they were military and stuff. I don't know. Valerie was a pretty wild choice, too. [ teens... ] I really want to find out what happened to them. If we get this one wrong...I don't know what we're going to do.
Not to me. [ military or not... sorry, you're all babies even if livio is technically younger than entire tbd shh. he exhales. it was quite close, last trial... ]
Me too. We can't rely on what happened last week to happen again. We'll have to work hard.
[ livio your age but also yeah man. there is that. ]
I feel like we've worked hard every week and keep getting in under the wire. But...at the same time I know everyone is doing their best. It's about all we can ask for these days.
It'd be mine. [ he doesn't think it matters to share his voting thoughts with anybody but his team, unfortunately. ] I wouldn't expect everybody to agree. And I wouldn't be upset if people disagreed. It's always been about making choices you can live with.
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Yeah. Maybe even trying not to wipe out a team. [ .... ] Still super shitty, though.
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I think that's likely. People...are aware we shouldn't wipe a whole team, but if we keep having weeks with multiple victims it's almost inevitable. And yeah, I'm going to be selfish and say I care about one victim more than the others. I don't expect you or Amelia to feel differently about Simon. Or Monika and Mizuki to feel differently about Valerie.
[ it's shitty for everyone my dude. but...he has 150 years of life experiences shoved into his 17 year old body and brain that he's grappling with and this one hurt a lot more than he could have prepared for. ]
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I get it. I'm... at least Simon was an adult. Setsu and Valerie.... [ they're kids. in his eyes, anyway. so yeah, in a way, he is more upset about them than simon. but he understands biases ]
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...some people might've seen Setsu as enough of an adult at eighteen. Especially since they were military and stuff. I don't know. Valerie was a pretty wild choice, too. [ teens... ] I really want to find out what happened to them. If we get this one wrong...I don't know what we're going to do.
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Not to me. [ military or not... sorry, you're all babies even if livio is technically younger than entire tbd shh. he exhales. it was quite close, last trial... ]
Me too. We can't rely on what happened last week to happen again. We'll have to work hard.
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I feel like we've worked hard every week and keep getting in under the wire. But...at the same time I know everyone is doing their best. It's about all we can ask for these days.
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Yeah. We did also have four bodies last week.
[ that is. so much ]
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As long as it's not Froggystyle?
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[ softly ]
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What would your choice be?
[ he's not trying to start a fight or anything, just remembering jonas last week trying to help out froggystyle ]
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It'd be mine. [ he doesn't think it matters to share his voting thoughts with anybody but his team, unfortunately. ] I wouldn't expect everybody to agree. And I wouldn't be upset if people disagreed. It's always been about making choices you can live with.
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That's really all we can do in this situation.
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Sure. [ vaguely. ] Hard to say until we see all the facts about everything anyway.
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